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Kinda blanking out here, folks. I knew I should probably post a blog soon or the “Post a Fucking Blog” comments would start pouring in, so I’m beating you guys to the punch. HA! I really don’t have anything interesting to talk about. I am not in the best of moods lately because I can’t sleep. “Why” you ask? I dunno, could it be the human being inside my stomach that keeps kicking the hell out of my bladder? It’s possible. I’m also getting scared again. I’m really worried that I’m just going to be a shitty parent. I want my son to grow up confident and strong. I don’t want him to have the issues that I have. I want him to know he’s loved and that we wanted him and were nothing but happy when we found out about him. How do I relay that to him? How do I keep from being typical me and making this kid hate me? I dunno.
ANYWAY, another Dr. appointment tomorrow, it’s the last of the four week appointments. I have to go every two weeks now until I give birth. Did everyone out there just shiver? I’M GOING TO GIVE BIRTH TO A HUMAN BEING….and I guess we’d better hope it’s human seeing how it’s coming out of ME. I’m actually not really afraid of going into labor and having him. I’m through with this pregnancy thing. He needs to stay put a little longer so his lungs develop, but other than that, I say BRING IT ON! The hospital I go to is terrific and I know all my issues will be addressed and not ignored. But I seriously hate being pregnant. I haven’t enjoyed it at all. It’s completely tried to kill me. Maybe it’s mother nature’s way of trying to tell me that my reproducing is not a good thing, but I’ll slip this one in and the rest of the world will just have to deal with it. That’s all that’s on my mind right now, really. BUT, I’m going to try to post new belly pictures tonight, and if not tonight, SOON. The belly in the seventh month is quite large. http://www.flickr.com/photos/bubbletub83/ Check it out if you want. No pressure. It’s just a belly.
