The Fettucini Alredo was very delicious!  It was, of course, interrupted by Lukas falling asleep at the table and snoring…really loud.  We took like a thousand pictures.

I had a good time at that party.  It was nice to get dolled up, get out of the house, and just chat wth other people.  Lukas, of course, was a big hit and everybody wanted to come talk to the super cute baby.  So it was very nice, only one chick there who I found nauseating, but it was easy to avoid her.  There’s a girl who works at the company who Jessie has admitted he has a bit of a crush on, and I was very intimidated to see her, but when I did, I was very disappointed in Jessie’s taste.  So I feel better about ME now, I don’t feel so much like a sea donkey because my husband is apparently so pent up that he has to go and fall in love with the first girl his company hires.  hehehe, he’s going to kill me when he reads this.  My sweet huband doesn’t want anybody to think he’s anything other than sweet and unassuming, and although he is super sweet and I wouldn’t trade him for anything, he can be a dick.

I love you Jessie, and I love busting your balls even more.

I get to buy new bedroom and living room furniture!  We have living room furniture that was given to us, it is mismatched and very old.  It smells kinda funny too even though I Febreze the bejeezus out of it.  And we really only have a bed for bedroom furniture.  I use a tupperware drawer thingy to keep folded clothes in.  I haven’t had a nice finished bedroom since I have lived with Jessie so this will be very exciting. 

Tonight begins the 5 Days of Decadence with a simple fettucini alfredo.  It’s fattening and oh so good.  Love it. 

I can’t wait for Christmas morning to open Lukas’s presents.  I’m so excited to have toys for him and to watch him have fun with all of it.  Can’t wait, can’t wait, can’t wait.

I don’t have much to say.  I’m in a good mood and therefore will be very boring in this medium of communication.  Buh Bye!

So Grandma Yuengling’s money for Lukas hasn’t come yet, but I was unable to resist going to Toy ‘R Us anyway.  Did I overdo it?  Yeah…kinda.  And it was fun as all hell!!  I basically just ran down the different aisles and threw a bunch of crap in the cart, then I looked back and was like "Whoa, there’s a lot in that cart."  Now the gifts under the tree look so festive…so happy.  Do you remember when you were little, seeing wrapped gifts under the tree used to give you a similar sensation that now the promise of good sex gives you as an adult.  Yes, I just compared the high from presents as a child to that of sex as an adult.  It was awesome, and looking at all those gifts, all of which are for my baby, gives me such a pang of nostalgia.  I never knew this part of myself before.  I never knew that I would love being a mother as much as I do.  Never in a millon years did I think it would be as great as this.  There’s always people out there so quick to tell you that it’s hard work and wa wa wa, but nobody stresses how fun it is to talk to your child and have them laugh at you.  That can entertain you for hours!  Nobody says how exciting it is every time your child does something new and progressive, they just whine about lack of sleep or make the obvious responsibility that comes with a child sound like a burden.  Pregnancy sucks….it’s not beautiful, it’s not a wonderful experience…but parenthood is.  Those asshole bitches got their fucking story backwards.  Don’t believe a word of it.  I can deal with a cranky baby crying all night, but I can’t handle being pregnant again.

We also did our grocery shopping this weekend and I got the groceries for the 5 Days of Decadence.  We did it last year (and had a baby as a result of that fun), and have decided to make it a family tradition.  I can’t wait until Thursday to start it.  I’m not sure which I’ll be making first, but I’ll be sure to brag….just to spread the spirit! 

Still trying to build up my confidence for the office Christmas party on Wednesday.  I think I’ll be ok.  I’m not so terrible that I’ll be stoned to death that night.  There will be a few guys on my side.  I was always better with guys anyway….I’m worried about the women I’ve got to mingle with.  Women can be terrible, catty and petty.  Blech.  Again, if I find that there are no women I can stand, there are a few guys I get along with really well.  *sigh*  The life of a wife……blech.